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back on air Hello I am finally back on. Had a bit of computer trouble. All is well D comes home tonight. good he reminds me of stuff I need to do. I write lists. lists of lists. lists of lists of lists. I have a diary calendar. Task alarm on my phone. reminder on my computer. I still forget. I usually write things on my hand in permanent marker so I don't forget but I still have to remember to remind myself to write on my hand. when I ask D to remind me to do something the moment it has come out of my mouth he says "don't forget to do......." hahahahahaha. Not funny at all. the only time he remembers is if it has to to with the kids which brings me back to D being home to remind my of stuff. I forgot T's assembly yesterday morn. OOPS! I felt bad and begged for forgiveness. you know what the sprog said? " don't worry mum, it's not the first time you've forgotten" stick the knife in. ooh that hurt. This is why I have what is called a RSTP. It is like a sort of a savings plan for the child for when the child is older for university or a car. Except my plan is slightly different. Mine is a RSTP. Registered Savings Therapy Plan. You see I feel my children will probably need therapy more than university so.... every time I do something bad as a mother I put a penny in the "therapy pot" so...because I forgot to go to his class assembly,in which he had a speaking part, I put a penny in the "therapy potPutting T in a dress when he was 18 months gets money in the pot. ( In my defense I nevver thought I would have a daughter and I wanted to put this sweet pink dress with ruffles and matching hat on my child. It was just unfortunate that my child was a boy. Now that is a secret deposit. Not sure if T will remember that but in case.....the money will be there. Leaving him in his car seat on top of the horizontal ice lolly dispenser. I drove home and realised he wasn't with me. he was a week old I wasn't used to having a child. I know there are lots more plus ones for H I just choose to repress and deny.
D is coming home tonight so I have been speed cleaning the house, so "it always looks like this " he just called to say he will be late appearantly he couldn't find his passport so he missed his flight. he had packed it in his suitcase. shades of my dad. maybe I did marry a man just like my dad???so he's late which means I can mess around on the computer, phone....and finish cleaning 30 mins before he gets home. puhlease I am not the only person who does this. my theory is if I do it someone else has to do it.going make dinner nowbe back laterH is crying. T put scotch tape in her hair and pulled it out as fast as he can. she wants to know what she can do for payback. As the youngest of 3 I have lots of suggestions but will not share them with her. like me she will have to learn these lessons on her own.Am listening to yahoo radio disco station and KC and the Sunshine Band is playing " that's the way I like it uh huh uh....." yeah babyokay H just got her revenge. can't tell you how but between you and me I am going to put a penny in "therapy pot"

12/11/08
by magpie
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